It's Been Some Time

I feel that a month or almost a month between blogs is to long. But what the fuck can one do about it. I mean I'm so busy with so much bull shit, that I really don't have much time to blog. Then I get on here to blog, and I have to think about what to blog about. ok my life is just now starting to come out of the shitter. I got induction into Phi Theta Kapa a smart people's club, I'm quite happy about that. I have deiced that I'm not going to NYC for New Years, I'm going to Indy CC in it's place. I will be going to the east coast on Jan 20, to see Obama sworn in. That was so damn cool when he fucken blew that old guy right out of the water, it made me so happy. In more than one way. I mean it showed that it's not about race, it's not about age. It's hope and change and what can be done to get USA out of the shitter. My life with woman as well, is starting to look a little bit different, that is until said woman or women get on and read what I have to say about love, marriage and shit. But I don't know maybe I'm starting to turn around a little in that area, but I really don't know. It's maybe due the fact that in a few weeks time, I will be going on a date, in God knows how many years. I guess the last real date I went on was about 5 years ago or so when I was engaged. Now some of my friends might say that I 'dated' this one women for a while, but what I have to say about that is the fact that we really good friends and in the end we just had a falling out. I feel that we spent WAY to much time together without sitting down and have a real DTR, or me being the man and fucking stand up and doing something about it. Now that is all in the past, now for y'all women out that don't get om my fucking case about me stand and feeling that I must do something about. I feet in debuts all the time with my christian guys friends about this very issues and it always come back to the bible, If you really want me to get into than you can email me, but I feel that unless your really damn close to me or you are dating me for sometime then I have no reason to tell you! That is all I have for now, over the next few months or so I will be working two jobs and school is ending for the quarter so I will be a little busy, but I will try and get on here a little bit more during the holiday season!