Some Time Has Passed

It has been a while seen my last blog. I have been so fucking busy with work as of late I haven't had much time to get on here. Some shit has gone done seen my last blog, but not as much as one would come to expect. For you see when you work I don't know 80 or so hrs a week, work becomes your life. This week with all the rain and shit I haven't made my hrs which sucks for me. I shot for about 40hrs a week and next week they haven't even gave that to me but I think I pull 40 if it don't rain, like it did this week. What the fuck is up with this bull shit weather I mean isn't it suppose to be like 100 and HOT not 60 and raining Damn that global climent change, it's no longer Global Warming because it's not always getting warming to the the normal person, so they gave it a new term, to tell the world that they are fucking up are planet and to stop fucking it up I got a bomb shell from my mother today that my Grandmother Huff doesn't have long to live, maybe a few weeks at best, you don't just drop that shit on people; I knew in the back of my head that she was dieing, I have know that for a while, but WOW. I mean now that she is very close, it hits you like a tone of bricks. I had kind of put it in the back of mind, to come up at some other time. I guess that time is now. I mean it has to be, because when my life starts to go up and up again then FUCK, right back down again and I know that sounds like it's all about me. But I can tell you that it's not, it just feels that way you see and that is the way that I see the world. I know that's wrong and that the whole fucking world is not about me but I can't help sometimes to think that it is. But what the fuck am I saying, I really don't know what to do, you see for no close to me well has ever died. I mean my great grandmother some years ago, but for the most part she would beat me with that fucking cane of hers, not much lover there. I just don't know. I mean today I was thinking back to what I was doing last year for the 4th of July, on a beach in Bussuin South Kora, at CM2007, with a few other Americans and some non Americans trying to tell them what we were doing. It was a great 4th of July on the bext that I have ever had and now to this shitie ass one. I don't know I guess that is just how life works!