Rain rain and more rain

I have made some updates, to the site. I have a Goggle search engine on the site. It's called 'Chewy's Engine". I like the name and if you don't I really don't care, it's my site! With that, came a ad or two, so now I have ads on page, hay whatever. I'm trying out this youtube video player on the site, I not really a big fan, so it will most likely come off. Now on to the blog. What is up with all this damn rain? I mean I guess we needed, after all the sun we had the past few days, but now I'm getting so sick of it, I just want it go away, and all to be happy and sunny again. I need that in my life right f'in English class has me in the shitter again. I mean I don't know what is up with my professor, I like her a lot. I have taken 111 112 and now 113 with her and she makes up read all this morbid shit. Like Poe, and "The Lotter' by Jackson, did a paper on The Misfit from "A good man's hard to find' by Mary Flannery O’Connor, he's a damn serial killer. I'm doing my honers project on Shakespeare's dark comedies. I don't know maybe it's me. Maybe I'm the dark one, it has to be. I mean one has to be quite dark to understand Poe right up front, I don't know I have never ponder that fact before. I'm am going through my dark phase in my music. Side note I have everything on my Ipod and whatever my mood it, that is what I listen too. I hope that it's just a phase, but hay who the fuck knows. I mean I have been ( I don't think there are any bad words, it's based on society and not me long story) been using fuck a lot more as of late, but I don't really think twice about saying fuck, goes back to the whole no bad words theory. I having a battle right now within me about what I believe What I believer about Religion. I'm a Christian but I don't believe in Religion. If I did believe in religion, then i wouldn't use 'bad words' drink and smoke. I do all of them. Now I don't have sex, not before marriage, the bible is very clear on that. But I don't know if I'm using the bible as a scapegoat to say no sex before marriage, because I know that I can't get any before then. I have always wondered that, if faced with a half hot chick and I was drunk enough would I do it. Would I have sex. Now seen I will never be in said position, then I don't really have to ponder it. But I would have to say, no I would stand up for my values and believes, due to the fact that is one of the last true Christian believes that I hold onto. Other than the really big one, you know the one. About Jesus dieing on the cross, raising on the 3rd day and you have to acceptor him in your heart, to go to heaven and be a Christian. OK the last one about accepting him, that one's a gray area, but I know that I have to accept him, because I know him and the Bible says something like we will be judged according to what we know. But that's for a different blog or time, way down the road, or maybe night. I feel that this blog has become quite long and I have said my peace for the nite, so I will say goodnight and have fun reading my bs!